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"Bottling only makes it harder.
This thread is intented for people who would like to rant and write out their feelings.
It's possible to just spill everything in the textbox, explain it detailed or even write poems/haikus or stories, whatever your want.
You can give yourself a time- or character limit if you feel overwhelmed with writing down all that is going on.
You may also ask for advice or similiar.
It's hard to keep up a happy face, don't hide under a mask in order to lie to yourself.
Be honest with yourself and your feelings, that's the first step towards self improvement"
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I pray that you find somebody better and treat you better as well.
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"I'll be dead by 30. lol."
- Me at 18, 17, 16…
"I'll be dead by 30. lol"
- Me now
I'm pretty close to achieving my goals I set for myself as a kid. I've done the things that were bothering me as a kid. Finished most of the games I never was able to do, achieved most of my academic goals that I thought I would never be able to accomplish, and actually got a job in my field for about a month. If I'm able to get another job, regardless, I'll have completed everything me as a kid though I would never have done. I didn't have much faith in myself, so it's nothing special. I'm not talking about getting an advanced degree. Just things that I never would have thought I could achieved. Thanks to the support system I have, of course. I feel like a bit of a fraud compared to others, but in retrospect, those ideas and philosophy system is my enemy.
I've grown tired of the internet. Things aren't that funny any more. I can hardly laugh at anything. I don't like reading, and I don't like movies or television. It's hard to even watch my favorite show. Learning is something I prize, but I just don't have the passion to learn. I think school has driven that out of me. I'm further becoming more hostile to the United States and its fun antics. Definitely not the most friendly country out there towards others. The CIA could probably be called a terrorist organization for what mettling it's done in other countries. I don't particularly want to talk about it though.
I am not sure what I'm going to do for the rest of my life, actually. Mostly in free time, probably. Nothing's really interesting any more. I'm more waiting to see what's going to happen than what I'll be doing. Hopefully I can waste enough time to see Dwarf Fortress blossom into a beautiful woman. In the meantime, I guess, I'll force myself to watch more movies and maybe read some books. I don't really like books, but classic movies were pretty memorable and fun in a way.
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Let's talk phones, for example.
They were really high quality engineering masterpieces.
>High build quality, metal parts
>made not in China (in case of Nokia that was Finland)
>week battery life out of 900 mAh
>physical keys, so you don't swipe screen like idiot
>repairability. Nokia did supply schematics, with all test point signals and such.
>Unique
What happened? Why modern devices are so inferior and, well, boring?
I've been back on Nokia for a few month. A really old one. It holds up well, and my mind is at peace.
No tracking, no notifications, no permanent internet.
Heaven.
Can't anymore now that they're banning 3g and forcing everyone to 5g. Which means more dead zones in rural zones because 5g doesn't travel as far and they won't bother to expand the network.
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As for the detransitoners you're talking about, you're flat out wrong. A very small number (something like 6%) of people who begin transitioning choose to detransition. Of them, the wild majority do so because of pressure from family or society at large. A smaller number do so because of medical reasons (such as blood clotting), but the majority of them still choose to begin transitioning again if the issue that stopped transition is solved which it almost always is. Almost no detransitioners choose to do so because of financial reasons as it's always so important to trans people that they will forego most comforts and restrict other necessities before giving up transitioning because it too is a necessity. The very small minority of detransitoners who do so because they felt it wasn't right for them are usually attention seeking types. This is exactly what my sister is and most vocal detransitoners are too. They're people who started claiming they were transgender because it got them attention and love and support. As they hurt and ultimately alienate the people who supported them through their transition they get less and less attention and slowly convince themselves that transitioning was a mistake in the same way they did so with initially convincing themselves transitioning was the right path for them. Attention seekers as they are, when they commit to detransition they ensure that everyone hears their cries and will even lie about how bad transitioning fucked them up to. That's not to say that transitioning doesn't permanently alter the body but definitely much of what you'll hear from them are gross exaggerations of events. Feel free to come back with some examples and I'll point out inaccuracies for you.
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I've got a cis friend who juices. Ironically he's a huge ally for trans people despite all his misogyny and such, probably because he knows what it's like to have a body that doesn't align with your mental state. I've learned a lot about it from just hearing him ramble about it with younger lifters in our friend group and from what I've garnered people like them are the kind who do big doses of it looking for huge results. Overdoing it is the shit that you hear about in high school health class where hearts become the size of a basket ball and explode. Steroids are fairly safe, though not without risk, as long as you moderate yourself and simply use them as a way to slightly boost performance instead of trying to use them to completely augment your body. It's especially good to monitor your blood, as he does, to ensure so metabolic or hormonal abnormalities develop
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Not who you're replying to, but I'd hesitate to project that all detrans are attention seekers and weren't simply not thinking clearly or people who hadn't figured out their identity. If science made transitioning as easy as changing your coat you'd see more people trying it out for a while and then deciding the "fashion" of wearing a different body wasn't for them.
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I absolutely understand where you're coming from with this. It's definitely a little bit short sighted to say that all people who detransition because it wasn't right for them do so because of attention seeking reasons. It's particularly good then that it's not what I said and that I simply implicated a majority of the group as such. Most certainly there are people who detransition because they once genuinely thought they might be experiencing gender dysphoria but realized they really weren't and chose to detransition for personal reasons. In fact I've known a couple in the wide berth of acquaintances that have come and gone from my life though most of them started because of people they considered close friends pressuring them into it. Similar situation too what made me start except it was actually right for me.
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i'm only 20. I had a vivid and lively sexual life ahead of me planned. I had partners I wanted to do fun things with, but its been robbed from me by this stupid virus.
I'm renegotiating my sexuality within me right now and I'm having a hard time.
if you have an incurqablem or even minor disease please post your experience in this thread
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Currently reading 2666 by Bolano. Love it so far.
I've read a bit of Simone Weil. I don't like her, but I'm Christian and I haven't found a better Christian philosopher, except maybe Blondel
http://xbnq7qdtyujja4447zeyhiiw32psvw3kbeeznvfrgqmvgj2crjxl43ad.onion/
Cards Vbv and Non Vbv
http://xohzcaenimrdb4p2anhqwgqch5n5whbvortjiesh444bjcj4vam5uuid.onion/
The Orez Real Dark web GAME
http://fioybkkbvsoxolxxqsf4ricldoee3inmqke22xd7orgfnr3jpir2qbid.onion/
Dark Web Earn Business
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i remember reading through some of this book and finding it really intriguing.. never finished it though. does it give more concrete steps to try or is the book just elaborating along the same basic theme?
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>hispa nostalgia thread
mod please dont delete the thread, dont be a dick
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ay me trajo feels leer todo el hilo
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2012 - 2022
The hispachan dead was cause of the mods of the site, i am glad that shit is dead now. Hispachan was a statist dump, idk why stands 1 week after the new zeta arrives. Progressive scumbag, tranny lord.
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Pero, me gusta mujer transgénero.
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This sounds pretty cool:
https://kafkasemyavin.bandcamp.com/album/jane-doe-1990
apparently everything in this release is all sampled, going off from the tags given by the artst. I remember samples at the end of track 1, other than that i honestly cant tell what sampled and what isn't. Sounds cool
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Since we're all hipsters-in-denial here anyway here's some really obscure ambient stuff I like.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fsS2E-gMRv8
Classic one I like. Highly recommend.
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>places I've been to, but mixed in a way that create new places, so I can't recognize them
>bridges
>trains
>driving
>flying (rare)
>time travel (e.g. have a limited amount of time to restore things)
>being late
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>being naked for absolutely no reason
>a white cat called Chrona
>schools, classrooms and tests (being unprepared to take them)
>places that do not exist and heavy modifications of existing places
>open spaces (like cities, forests, hills) that I can freely explore
>running from something/someone dangerous and being pursued by them in those places
>traveling
>extremely large spaces like buildings, skyscrapers and underground complexes with relatively large rooms
>suicide, especially by jumping off of high places
>stopping time (related to the white cat)
>being unable to return to a place I was familiar with earlier in the dream, and sometimes being frustrated by that
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A recurring dream i used to have is being at a store buying a my little pony toy (i was obsessed with the show but couldn't tell anyone). Funnily enough i stopped having this dream after ordering a mlp toy online
Apparently I have invaded the dreams of this same guy just to tell him to wake up two or three times.
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Because I knowmy cat loves me.
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the only valid poster here got an angel number too. thanks for being the only person here who cares about people
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I had to cut down my Granny Smith apple tree some years back, but I'm trying to graft (clone) a new apple tree (so far so good.) This is the first time I've had a graft survive and I'm stoked.
I'm also growing a lot of exotic/tropical fruit trees in 25 gallon containers despite how I have a small yard. In my pots I have growing: Asian Pears, Loquats, Longans, Lychees, Rose/Malay Apples, Wax Apples, Mangoes, June Plums, Australian Finger Lime, Jaboticaba, Peanit Butter Fruit, Miracle Berry Fruit, Jackfruit, Feijoa, Eggfruit Mamey Sapote, Sapodilla, and White Sapote.
I also have some common apple, pear, nectarine, peaches, cherries, surinam cherries, oranges, lemons, jujube, cape gooseberries, jostaberries, black berries, lemonade-blueberries, red and green gooseberries, pomegranates, figs, and pink and white guava.
Depending on your climate you can grow different kinds of fruits and some of mine have died, but I want to taste as many of the weirder fruits that I can't simply buy at the supermarket.
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Regardless, once you get into growing fruit trees you quickly start noticing fruit EVERYWHERE when you're just walking by houses. Like today I just noticed a huge lychee tree (see picture), which I saw growing in someone's front yard today. If you don't pay attention to fruit you tend to assume most of trees are decorative or only fit for the birds. Another example: I randomly noticed a beautiful strawberry fruit tree in front of a municipal building last summer, and I was willing to sample the fallen fruit only because I knew what it was because I had bought a tree like that from a nursery (which I accidentally killed, but it had lackluster fruit anyway.)
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Well, I don't know as much about growing up north, one plus is that you basically get a free pesticide every winter when everything freezes over so it's easier to go organic. You have many kinds of old varieties of apples and stone fruit that do not produce as many fruit further south. I would definitely research cold hardy berries, (blueberries, gooseberries, cloud berries, service berries, salmon berries, etc.)
I would play around with grafting apples, and then branch out to more difficult to work with stone fruit. Cherries, peaches, apricots, hybrid fruit, etc. (Picture is of the tree of 40 that I mentioned.)
Apples are one of the easiest fruit to successfully graft, and if you do that you can grow different kinds of apples on the same tree, and have them fruit at different times of the year. There are literally hundreds of varieties of apples that are grown in the northeast that were developed over the centuries and which have various differences in flavor, spice, texture, crispness, appearance, hardiness, etc. You could be surprised how much consumer preferences have changed for apples in 200 years. There are many good but forgotten older varieties. Like I really want to try the "snow apple."
If you wanted to dive into starting a little orchard of fruit trees, I know that Fruitwood nursery in Northern California can bulk ship a lot of kinds of scions across the US for about $5 each, which is less than if you bought rooted plants at a nursery. (I don't mean to shill for them, but they do have a lot of interesting kinds of fruit scions to browse that might intrigue you and give you ideas about what to shop for.) You can eventually start trading seeds and scions with people on the internet.
If you have space I would also research and immediately plant unusual trees that would take a long time to grow, like the shipova pear which I've heard is divine by pear standards. I also like the crispness of Asian pears. I would then research unsual fruit trees that are frost resistant and that grow in the colder parts of other continents like Asia.
For instance, although most citrus can't stand the freezing cold, the Japanese Yuzu tree is a citrus that has slightly more resistance to the cold, and it lends great flavoring for soda or ramen. Pomegranates are even more cold tolerant. South American fruit trees that naturally grow in colder temperatures at higher elevations like the Lucuma can handle slightly cold temperatures in North America too, (although I don't think they could handle the especially frigid winters of the north-east.) Of course, if you've got money to build a greenhouse and monitor the weather then the sky is the limit and even rare tropicals would be possible. There is a university in Iceland that even grows tropical bananas inside an experimental greenhouses that is heated by geothermal pipes.
But you might as well grow cold weather stuff while you're there, because you might wind up moving south to Hawaii, PR, or Florida someday and want to have a new set of things to experience.
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~The ??? Tree is un-mixed… the ??? Tree grows down to its roots…~
and reading the comment section under a
post. Found an interesting comment and
saved it. My subconscious was trying to tell
me something lol. I forgot what the
comment was.
Sorry your subconscious is full of rude assholes. Next time you should try to show them who is boss!
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Activity was always like this. A few posts a day at best. There is no hurry.
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May I know how you have found this IB?
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I remember that shotgun was M1014, and the pistol was G17. But you know, I don't have any gun irl. Also I haven't fired it too except an experience of a military service.
Anyway, I shoted some people with my gun. In the situation of dream, I don't know most of them who I shot. But when I wake up, I realize most faces are I know. I guess most dream are made up with experience and some imagines which were organized with reallife things. That's why most faces are I know.
Also, I fired my gun to them. That was BB guns. Why? I said before, I didn't shot my guns to others except when I play games irl with BB guns.
So they weren't dead. Just. Just I remember they were really suffered in pain.
Since I shot my people, other people came to ours and they worried about people who get shot. And dream were ended.
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It has two paths, one to the right that leads to a mystical jungle full of Hawaiian totems, aztec pyramids and moais.
And the path from the left that leads me to a village of shanties and small houses with boats.
I think the dream has no particular meaning but it feels like a liminal space, the thing is that I dream with this same place at least 3 times a week since last 5 months.
>It has a meaning?
>Should I be worried?
>What are your thoughts about it?
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It's a calm and comfortable experience but also makes me feel confused
According to Jung, the dream house represents your psyche.
West and East (Right and Left) are materialism vs. spiritual transcendence.
You may feel that mundane life is bogging you down and feel the need to reconnect with the gentle solitude of nature. The fact that you dream of this ocean multiple times a week tells me that you have a desperate subconscious need to return to the womb - you value cozy respite more than most because of the toll active participation in society takes on your energy.
The fork in the road signifies that you balance on the fine line between being someone who fits into society and being someone who spiritually transcends mundane society. You probably spend time searching for the truth through ancient mysticism in between your 9-5 job.
How was my dream interpretation? Was I close?
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>West and East (Right and Left) are materialism vs. spiritual transcendence.
It is a good interpretation, lately I have felt that my life has no direction and that I only work and live to buy things to fill something, I work a 10 hour shift and earn well but I already feel too exhausted mentally
So yes u were close but I'm not a very spiritual person
I’m sorry to hear you’ve got such a burnt out feeling. I’ve been in that drudgery and know how it feels. Sometimes if you do one, small thing differently every now and then can make a huge difference in the day.
Maybe try to do little things to break up the monotony - like doodling an unflattering pic of your boss and leaving it anonymously on their desk or practicing the art of reverse pickpocketing on your coworkers and then challenging them to a bet that you know what’s in their pocket or printing out an inspiring looking picture of billy mays and posting it in a very conspicuous place
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Lemme star by talking about mine, which for some reason, always seem to be disjointed for some reason. Had these yesterday.
First nightmare was me having a conversation to this sort of cockroach with human, slanted eyes with a mouth (kind of similar to David Cronenberg's Naked Lunch), about dissecting a human corpse, which was on a tiny table and was only a torso with a couple of organs with it's head and one arm cut off. As i was doing the operation, the cockroach thing kept talking to me about some non-sense i forgot, while blood kept spurting on my hands inside the human corpse's carcass.
Second one was me starting at the bottom of a sterile, white staircase (which i suppose was a hospital?), which had a backdoor of some sort. When i opened it, there was a large city road that had two groups of crowded people in different sides, arguing about some religion thing; one dude that was from the left side of the street, which was somebody i personally knew, started to fight with the other group which was on the right. Hugged him in an attempt to restrain him from getting his shit fucked by the mob of angry people, and pulled him inside the (what i suppose is) hospital's backdoor and locked it. He was lying unconscious on the floor, as i hopelessly tried to wake him up.
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A group of hackers at my school decided that they were going to start fucking with me. For some reason in my dream Telegram and Twitter were basically the same app. But they like sent me a follow/friend request and thats when something felt wrong. I could hear them typing in shit and taking control of my screens and looking through all my stuff.
My twitter is safe but my tele is not. I ERP as a furry character sometimes and I have a lot of weird kinks, but these hackers were in my telegram account and laughing at everything. Nowhere in the dream did it confirm that they were sending it to my friends family and school mates but I knew that they were.
While they were doing this I hoped I still had time so I dug through the web app to try to find a place to report that I was being hacked and the page that it took me to was a fucking FBI pdf form you had to fill out that was a dozen pages long and it was time sensitive so I gave up and tried to find another way to get them out of the app.
Near the end of the dream I was just freaking out about how my reputation was ruined and everyone was gonna know about all my crazy shit and I'm never gonna have another chance with my ex because she'll know and all this stuff. Basically felt like my life was over.
I woke up and my heart was pounding. I like never have nightmares…
alright, i had some sexual things done to me as a kid by another kid, a family member, who didnt really know what they were doing and learnt it from someone else. it's really fucked me up in the years past, but im doing a lot better now. still, i keep having dreams where family members, even those who have never done anything of the sort to ANYBODY (much less me) try to rape me, mainly my dad. they're so distressing and i wake up feeling sick. its hard to face him afterwards.
on a slightly lighter note, i have those weird teeth falling out dreams and man, the feeling of chewing with just gums is gross, even just in a dream. i hope i never feel it in real life. now i gotta grind my teeth just to remind myself they're there. people say that means your life feels out of control, but i just..have them randomly? even when i feel okay? i watch a lot of horror so it probably has to do with that.
Dream 2: a fever dream I had when I was 9 with a "towel grabbing contest." still remember this because it was the most terrifying dream I'd ever happened. what happened is I grabbed too much of the red towel. woke up screaming and vomiting.
Dream 3: Vast field of wheat that stretched forever in 3 directions. 4th direction has a kinda fairytale twisted mess of a forest set up on a hill. Low conifers mostly with enough mangled branches to make one big tree mat. Almost oppressively blue sky. I'm half aware I'm dreaming and I feel like I'm trapped in an old movie with a kinda technicolor system- I'd just seen wizard of oz with my little cousin the night before. little cabin appeared to me, at first far away. broken windows, cobwebs, peeling paint. something was deeply wrong in the house.there was a kinda primordial fear attached to it. I had no choice but to walk towards it, fear increasing every step I took. when I reached it, I looked inside, felt a sort of intense vertigo fear, woke up.
There was a group of 5 girls who were going in the same direction and were laughing at me. I changed my route to avoid them but they came after me. I asked one of them "do I know you?" and they just kept talking like we have known each other forever.
I took one coconut and threw it at her, it pushed into traffic and she was run over by a car. No one reacted, I just heard whispers from the other girls. I threw another coconut at another girl, same result. They started to walk faster, and I think they were going to the police.
I went to the train station and took the first train lol.
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>A brown bear escaped
>We ran at a friend's home while the bear was chasing us
>I hid in a drawer under the bed
>The bear arrived at the house and started to search the rooms
>It didn't find me
>The bear left
>I called 911, they said they couldn't do anything
>A few days later, the bear was still free
>Everyone continued their life normally, despite knowing that they could encounter the bear on the street
>No one did anything
>Somebody hacked the police
>Most people planned to move, including myself
>There were rumors that the bear would follow people anywhere they moved
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>dream that I'm Rigby from Regular Show and that I went to rob a warehouse with Mordecai and Benson
>Benson locks the doors and burns the warehouse so all 3 of us would die
>Mordecai and I enter this room where the floor is deadly, but the exit is located on the other side of the room
>I magically spawn a platform that I used to jump to the exit and escape
>Mordecai tries to jump on it, but trips and dies
>Benson dies in the fire
>wake up
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Sounds like No-One Has To Die
im sorry but this is the funniest thing ive read in a long time, what the fuck op. are you okay?
>are you okay?
No.
I didn't watch Regular Show in like 6 years,I have no idea why I dreamed this.
This only really happened to me once
>Eat a special magnet
>Train bursts through house
>Huge ass train is now chasing me and Darwin everywhere for the rest of the dream
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Intense emotions (especially stress) can cause repetitive and intense dreams. Are the same places you keep visiting something from real life?
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Have you ever experienced this? If so what happened?
Yes, I believe this happened to me yesterday (I tend to forget my dreams more quickly lately). IIRC the sound just sort of "transformed" into some other sound in my dream.
I don't play the piano so this was interesting to me to come across
That's a really nice dream. I hope I come across a dream like this at some point. I'm not really motivated like i used to be to practice an instrument nowadays.
It's when I'm on the edge of consciousness that I have the best ideas, yet have trouble remembering them when I fully wake.
I think being on the edge of consciousness gives you superpowers
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I start with a site that was like a home for me, one that messed me up severely and yet the place I had the most fun with and the place where I found the greatest friendships I ever had.
Of course it was an imageboard, Krautchan to be precisely.
Known as the alternative to 4chan it was a mainly German imageboard, but also had a /int. I spent most of the time on /b which was truly as random as random gets. Thread 1 about the German videogame Gothic, thread 2 about Haruhi, thread 3 about drinking booze and talking about everything possible, thread 4 some circle wanking about Hitler, thread 5 someone asking about what to cook, thread 6 someone asking how to neet in Germany, thread 7 ranting about your job, and so on. It was so contradicting, people peacefully drinking beer with each other, posting pictures where they cheers to each other, to others telling you the usual kill yourself and whatever. Everyday was just so exciting to see what is going on now and I even found friends in the booze threads. Friends that turned out to be the best friends I had so far, friends that I miss dearly.
Unfortunately the entire site went to shit when less and less friendly threads showed up and those got invaded by the rude folk, having nice talks was impossible and moderation did nothing. In fact you got even banned when you said something about it. I didn't witness the last years of it because I took a break from imageboards for multiple years, then all the fucked up stuff there messed with my head. When I came back it was gone and my friends too.
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Two sites now claim to be the successor, but they both fail at it. Ernstchan is too serious, lacking the playfulness and bantering, not to mention the lack of anime. Kohlchan is even worse, being the place that just reflects everything bad that Krautchan had without the good.
Since then I am homeless on the web, straying from site to site, never staying long. None is able to provide that feeling of being home again, nowhere I found friends again. I wonder if I would like Krautchan if I would have found it today, I have changed a lot. Part of me is afraid I wouldn't like it now, back then it was just so new to me, everything was funny and interesting. Now I am just tired, jaded, yearning peace, silence, some kind words and a mutual understanding. I guess I just miss the circle wanking I had with the friends from the booze threads, I doubt they will ever read this post but still. I haven't forgotten you, Miyu, Lauert and Desu. You were my best buddies. I hope you are well and satisfied with your life.
I liked 8/atheism. It went downhill gradually as some /pol/ types came in and made it unpleasant, and eventually it bled members and died (like most of 8chan.)
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I used to really like a small-midsize image board called Mewch, guess some people should know it. It was hated by some other communities but at its core was a nice place to comfy post share memes and simp for cute E-girls. I have yet to find a place to comfy post with as much activity and pph as Mewch, it was nice while it lasted even though it was not perfect.