>>584 I don't think I have really experienced true happiness in years.
I mean, I smile at funny things, and when the Cubs won, but I haven't felt that one feeling, that felt oh-so good, since before I was even in the double-digits.
I don't want to call myself depressed, since I feel that that might be an insult to people who really are depressed, and I hate people who do it for attention, but I really do just want attention.
I guess I'm just unhappy and alone.
This isn't the board for that, though.