Lately, in quarantine, I've been posting a lot of memes to my Snapchat story. Not to make people laugh, but to make people think I'm funny. I know that's pretty sad but quite honestly I don't have the best public image and humor is the only thing I've really got going for me personally.
The memes are pretty surreal, (webm. related). Some people don't get them. Mostly it just backfires and people think I'm weird.
(Man, it's amazing what I can bring myself to say when I'm anonymous.)
Anyway, the dream I had consisted of me in an old classroom with a bunch of my former classmates, except we were all grown up. It was like we were all there against our will.
I made a bad joke and someone (who was usually quiet) said, "You're not funny, stop making jokes."
The interesting part is that I responded, "Thanks for bringing that up, actually. I know I;m not very funny at all… Honestly, I should just stop trying to be funny and stick with not doing anything."
For the rest of the dream I refrained from making jokes and stayed quiet, almost like the only redeeming part of my personality was gone.
What does it mean? Do I subconsciously know I don't deserve to be called funny? Do I feel annoying for posting memes that most people don't like?
Please feel free to just go ham with your interpretations, I'm open to any and all suggestions.