[ home ] [ rules ] [ ] [ art / bm / dr / gf / mew / nos / sp ] [ overboard ] [ deeds ] [ bavi ] [ meta ]

/bm/ - Body & Mind

health discussion
Name
Email
Subject
Comment
File
Embed
Password (For file deletion.)

Dreamchan now has a Twitter!

File: 1631388999040.png (1.14 KB, 179x133, Untitled_-_2021-07-07T1719….png)

No. 1129

My most recent comment from one of those internet checkpoint videos, pasted here.

Note: I am 14.

Earlier today I was listening to Flying Lotus, and this one track he did for Adult Swim years ago. And I look to the comments and see people who were really nostalgic for this type of stuff, and were nostalgic for their adolescence. I cried, because I wish my life was as simple as all of theirs when they were my age. I was raised not really having any friends and constantly being bullied over shit that's out of my control. The pandemic made everything worse and worse. I have some friends now but they live really far from me and I can't visit them because I'm not vaccinated yet.

As I said in my last comment, I've gotten therapy, and I'm taking a break from social media now that most of my old online friends have turned against me over something I never meant. I'm starting to feel like I've been living a lie. I don't want the rest of my adolescence to be filled with strife and disappointment. Another thing, starting a Twitter account has become my biggest regret. I deactivated it nine months ago, but the side effects still stand on, I always get into arguments with my dad about stuff I shouldn't even be arguing about in the first place. I've been realizing now that I have serious anger issues over things that are pretty much meaningless and not in my control. Another reason as to why I'm getting therapy. I feel like it's become my only way of channeling out sadness. I just want my life to be or at least feel somewhat normal. I don't want to have to deal with any of this, I just want to live a life in peace and simplicity. God help me…

No.1130

Good luck underage-kun.

No.1135

It doesn't get easier.

No.1136

>>1129
if you keep waiting for things you get better or 'normal' you're going to die having not done anything. find solace in something you can do, now. or the days you lay waiting will pass you by before you realize.



Delete Post [ ]
[Return]
[ home ] [ rules ] [ ] [ art / bm / dr / gf / mew / nos / sp ] [ overboard ] [ deeds ] [ bavi ] [ meta ]