I feel that way sometimes too.
But today it rained super hard and I could hear it pounding away on the roof of my house. The sky was just ripped open for this flood. I love rain, not the peaceful kind, but the violent kind. That's what I got today. Just hearing it felt special. I realized that even though I've been feeling shit recently, something as simple as rain made me smile.
The world can be shitty. But it still has rain.